|© James Wilson, The Forum Newsgroup.|
so i thought i’d start on thursday.
i discovered this semester that i’m basically the same student i was when i was twelve.
limited engagement = minimal effort.
my transcript reflects this.
if this semester were to be written as an academic paper, i would title it, “hubris : a primer.”
once in a while i feel as though i’m on the brink of something extraordinary. i never fail to remind myself that i’ve felt this way before.
if i explained everything to everyone i am sure that people would realize i’m not as crazy as i appear at first. or maybe they would. or maybe i would appear more crazy. any which way, this is not something i’m interested in.
it’s just that i’ve been the town weirdo since i was about ten years old or so.
i’m used to it now.
besides, if i explained everything then there wouldn’t be much to discover.
i’ve been listening to fiona apple today.
i’ll be graduating berkeley in may and i will tell you right now that i will try to do everything i can to avoid having to, like, ugh. i can’t even think about this right now.
there’s nothing sexier than a smart chick.